Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Let You Go :')

Bagaimana mungkin kamu bilang masih peduli tapi rasanya kita berjarak bagaikan langit dan bumi, kamu langit aku bumi susah digapai..
Bagaimana mungkin kamu bilang kamu pun sayang padaku tapi tak pernah aku tau bagaimana sayangmu padaku..

Apa aku yang salah terlalu berharap? Bukannya cinta tak pernah salah pada siapa dia akan jatuh, dan akhirnya jatuh padamu..
Dan jatuh itu ternyata sakit, buktinya aku merasakan sakitnya. Setelah beberapa kali berjuang, maju tak gentar.. Ternyata semuanya sia-sia..

Ada baikmya aku menghentikan langkahku dan mundur perlahan. Mengobati luka karena jatuh dan kembali menata hati..
Melupakan pelukan, menghapus air mata, meredakan isak, memecatmu dari mimpi-mimpiku, dan kembali tersenyum dengan mata berbinar dan tertawa terbahak-bahak..
Menganggap tak pernah terjadi apa-apa, tak pernah merasakan apa-apa, dan kembali seperti biasa saja denganmu. Tanpa kecewa, tanpa dendam..

Dari sini aku belajar. Belajar mengikhlaskan yang memang bukan untukku.. Belajar untuk tak memaksakan semua keinginanku.. Belajar bahwa cinta tidak sesimple dalam cerita dongeng, film, ataupun novel.. Belajar bahwa memiliki tak semudah memeluk dari belakang atau mengecup kening..

Pada akhirnya semoga takdir membawa aku dan kamu pada tempat kita sesuai kehendaknya,seperti pelangi setia menunggu hujan reda..

Akhirnya, aku berhenti mengharapkanmu.. :')